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If you use Mozilla Firefox as your browser, it will give you a magnifying glass cursor to magnify the emails closer:  http://www.mozilla.com/en-US/firefox/ ; for those of you who are not familiar with the Internet, when you see a URL address, and you want to see the page, just highlight the address, then "copy" it; open a new window; "paste" the address in the address bar and hit "enter", that's it.

Don't be surprised if you see your name in these emails, or names or words that mean something to you too!

These anonymous emails, which I received in January - February 2004, have been very revealing; from my first impression, that they were just telling personal information about me and Madonna, which was extraordinary enough, I've realized that they are also predicting events in the greater world, news that we are just now experiencing from day to day.  I can barely keep up; I am not trying too hard to do so right now.  There are a total of 57 pages of emails to scan, if I wanted to keep up will all of the news; that's a lot of work!  You will notice that one book, "The Gnostic Faustus", has a whole lot of words in the emails associated with it; that is because it is the true story of what is happening, the salvation story.  I hope that you will realize as you look through this page just how extraordinary this all really is!  I've made notes on the emails themselves too, as well as what you are reading here, so you should read them too, to get the full story.  THIS IS A WORD SEARCH.   There are hundreds of seemly random words in each email; I have highlighted which words you are to look for within each email, if you choose to look for them to confirm that they are there for yourself.

I think that this site, which is an integral part of my Book, www.danielskey.com , proves once and for all that our experience on this earth, this particular physical plane, is pre-determined, and is playing out as it was planned to.  I'm going to continue to "search" these emails and the web as much as possible to update this site.  The word "search":  Page 1

I am fully aware that everyone believes in something; so do I.  You do not have to agree with what I am saying, what I believe in.  Just see this site as the paranormal site and experience that it is; I am relating what has been happening to me for the past 6 years now.  I am been receiving psychic impressions; my Book, including these emails, are the result of this experience.  Even writing the Books and detailing these emails isn't covering everything that has happened, and is continuing to happen.  I do not know what this is leading to at this time.

I don't normally keep up with the everyday words that pop up from the emails, but I thought that these couple of words forming a name of a brand new video director for Madonna for the Hard Candy tour would be rather intriguing, "Noel" "Clarke", article announcing this new hire found here (http://www.drownedmadonna.com/):  Page 1  Page 2

July 24th:  "Madonna" has been accused of having an "adulterous, extramarital" affair with "A"-"Rod", Alex Rodriguez, MVP third "baseman", plays "doubleheader"s on a "ballfield", supposedly there is a sex video of them on a friend's "couch" secretly filmed by "cameramen", this is supposedly a "platonic" friendship; "Alex" :  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9   Page 10

Madonna has a "knee" injury, and has a "doctor" at her rehearsals, Alex suffered a "groin" injury while playing against "Baltimore":  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

Madonna's world tour promoting "Hard" "Candy" begins on August 23rd at "Cardiff", Wales; the Kabbalah Centre in L.A. is located on "Robertson":  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3

Madonna played a free "concert" at the "Roseland" "Ballroom" on 4/30; "Wendy" "Leigh" helped "Christopher" Ciccone to produce his unauthorized book about his sister:  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6

July 25th:  UK news:  "John" "Mason" won the seat for the Scottish National Party MP for the Glasgow east constituency, overturning nearly 60 years of "British" Labour control; "David" "Marshall", the sitting Labour MP resigned suddenly from illness (http://www.guardian.co.uk/politics/2008/jul/26/glasgoweast.byelections) :   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

On May 31st I contacted another "paranormal" investigation group; I found these references to them in the emails:  Bobbie, Blackwell, Blackwell, film, editor, Brian (pg. 6 also), historian, Guy, Jackson, Davis, investigate.  They didn't investigate as they said they would:  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9   Page 10   Page 11

This email I sent to Rabbi Yehudah Grundman about my adventure and progress; Page 5 has "thundershower" and "rabbit" in it, Page 7 has "Alice", as in Alice in Wonderland, which is what I felt like through the experience; other things that happened:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7

I also want to note that the address I ended up at in my adventure was 4949 "Century" Park West; Madonna's address in Manhattan is 41 "Central" Park West; note the similarity.  New York = 28 = Lucifer, California = 32 = Lori Holt.  28 + 32 = 60 - Material Kingdom, authority over flesh.  Page 1   Page 2

For information about what these number codes, called the Universal Codes, mean, please refer to page 201 in the Book; I use them extensively.

I live in "Oceanside" (34), "California" (32), 34 +32 = 66 - Earthly House of God.  Me and Madonna are together, united and bonded spiritually, residing within me, at one in the flesh:  Page 1   Page 2

I have "an" "Excel" "chart" listing all of the correspondences of the Tree of Life from Kabbalah, customized for my individual meditation use; I use certain Madonna songs for each pathway of the Tree, as well as the new addition of certain selection of classic music pieces that are meant for power in this meditation.  The classical songs are specific, but when they ripped to my computer, they entered, doubled except for the last, 12th, selection, with no names, just track numbers; lo and behold!  When I played the meditation with this all included, the unnamed tracks played the classical music AND Madonna songs I DON'T EVEN HAVE IN MY MEDITATION, NOR IN MY COMPUTER AT ALL! The songs are coming out of the thin air!!!  WOW!!!  The entire True Blue album had been ripped, FROM THE CLASSICAL MUSIC CD, as I was ripping it, all eleven songs; THAT WAS SO WEIRD!  The meditation is extremely powerful because it is using "meaningful" "erotic" "energy", the most powerful energy of "all":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6

I have uploaded a blank Tree of Life meditation chart, the exact same one I use except for my personal exceptions, to the site for your use.  All you have to do is choose meaningful songs, songs that stir your emotions, from any artist (one artist for focus) YOU LOVE; that you love them passionately is the key.  It can be non-sexual, but sexual desire is the most powerful energy.   After you have chosen the songs, you just list them in the chart where they feel most natural.  Record the times in the Times section; this tells you the meaning of the song for you;  the numbers are very important, even though you might not know their significance.  You then make a playlist on your computer for these songs.   Play them on shuffle; let the Spirit guide the meditation.  The meditation can be played aloud or with the speakers off, it doesn't matter.  You need to be online while playing the meditation.  That is all there is to it!  I love K.I.S.S.:   Keep It Simple, Stupid.  The meditation you are creating is extremely charged, extremely powerful, and extremely safe.  The music is connected to the correspondences you are making with the chart; the music is playing your particular chart for you.  No matter what you are doing in your life, it will only work if what you are doing is following the rules for Spiritual Perfection, which means love, happiness, joy.  It will not change anyone's will against their will; it will not make bad things happen.  It is only positive.  The more days you play it, the higher your spiritual energy will be.  It will only work once a day.

Feel free to put pictures, graphs, and other things that you are passionate about into your chart.  I have pictures of me and Madonna, the Tree of Life, correspondences of colors and gemstones that relate to the Tree of Life, etc., in my chart.  This is your creation; play with it as the Spirit leads you to.

Here is the link, you need an Excel program to open it:  32 TOL Paths Chart   Have fun materializing!  "Excel" "chart":  Page 1

Using this chart, I, a poor, unemployed woman living in Oceanside, CA, snagged the spirit that guides Madonna, only the hottest, biggest celebrity on the planet!   If I can do that, and this page attests to the power involved with this journey, you will be able to achieve anything you want, too!  Kabbalah predates all religions; it is a science technology, couched in Judiaism.  I have stripped out the religion, and have used the pure science to help us find each other.  This is the full revelation of the hidden information (they only had a rudimentary knowledge of this) that has prospered the elite on the planet since time immemorial, along with the Universal Codes, which they did not have the full extent of.  I feel it is time for EVERYONE to become Spiritually Perfected.   Not only does it give life the meaning it has been lacking, it is just a whole lot of fun!!!  Remember, being proactive is the biggest key when you first start out; you can't doubt yourself, you have to stay positive, focussed on what you want to happen.   When you start to see things go the way you want them to, faith now has nothing to do with it, it will now keep going on its own.  Your faith is to play the meditation daily while you are working towards something; the signs will immediately start to appear, telling you that something is happening in the Spirit to make your dreams come true!  That's it in a nutshell; you don't have to be "deep", just committed.  Enjoy!  M and M

I want to show you that President George W. Bush is very aware of Madonna and I; he made the following statement on June 4th; I have decoded the message using the Universal codes in our Book: 

Do you know what he was actually responding to in the Spirit?   George and I had had a little conversation in the Spirit; a little further down you will read that Maia, Madonna's muse, her id, had merged completely with her, and they were now one.  Since Maia is actually the Death Angel, along with Azriel (Heath Ledger in this life) this was her normal celestial duty, George was congratulating Madonna, Lucifer (28) for finally merging with Maia, freeing Maia to go back to what she normally does.

In code, George said:  One, lesbian King (me), Reb (Madonna), God, union created, Maia, Lucifer.  To get even more specific, note the use of the word "more" in the sentence.  "Mo" is Madonna's nickname, RE (25) is completion; he is speaking specifically about her.  The word "enemies" is ENE (555), this number is the number for me; 666 is Bush's number; EM is another name for Madonna; MI is 41, Creator One, this is talking about Madonna's new role as Authority over creation; IE (15) is Heaven on earth, he is acknowledging that the Game is now over, and we won!  ES (53) is El, my name in heaven (Rigel).  In the Epilogue, Century 10, Quatrain 66 is about Bush and Blair working together with a false 9/11; the King (11) and the Reb (9) are the antidote to 9/11.  Bush has conceded the Game; he congratulated us for our win.

Update 7/11:  I have found out that I have been communicating with Madonna on the spiritual physical dimension right above this one; so when you see me saying that I am communicating with her in the physical, either here or in the Book, it is on this realm that I am speaking of.  On this physical dimension, we have to meet, either by phone or in person, through ordinary means, which hasn't happened as of yet; hopefully soon though.

Both Madonna, in a spirit physical dimension above this one called the Enchanted Plane, and I, in this physical physical, have committed suicide by OD now; in the Book I describe how I took a fatal dose of 88 Risperdal pills on February 12th, and other than being sleepy, I was OK.  On June 8th I OD on 100 sleeping pills and 100 Tylenol PM Extra Strength pills; nothing happened.  Last night, Madonna woke me up after 9 pm my time and told me she was going to take 71 Xanax pills to OD with and die; after doing so, she is OK too today.  The reason why we had to do this is because we are not human, we are immortals.  So we had to shed our mortal flesh and assume spirit.  At the moment, we are both literally walking zombies until we get together; we are now alive and well (6/17).  We are the first of the undead.  Madonna realized that if I had taken a fatal overdose and lived, then she could do so also and live, knowing who we are.   Will Smith and Jada Smith have now joined us on the Enchanted Plane, Will last night (6/17), Jada two years ago, way before me.  Prince will do so tonight (6/18); others will be following steadily over the next few days in the Hollywood entertainment community, exclusively on the Enchanted Plane, not on this Hard Physical Plane, like I did.  Only those who are conscious of me on this Hard Physical Plane, which has not happened yet, would consider doing this act.  Do not do this without knowing exactly WHY you are doing it!!!  That's the key to the magic.

Mark 16:17 & 18 - "And these signs shall follow them that believe; In my name shall they cast out devils; they shall speak with new tongues; They shall take up serpents; and if they drink any deadly thing, it shall not hurt them; they shall lay hands on the sick, and they shall recover."   I do speak with new tongues (being Pentecostal I speak in tongues when I pray), and I believe that the OD qualifies as a poison being ingested, which is what this verse is pertaining to.  In the book I detail that my first time doing this in connection with this time period was on February 12th with 88 Risperdal pills, a fatal dose; I survived that also, as you can see, with no repercussions, with no physical harm.  I have laid hands on the sick, and they have recovered, also detailed in the book.

Heath Ledger was Azriel, the Death Angel; that is why he OD.  He was summoned back to work to prepare for the benevolent invasion of Earth by our people.  We are almost ready to go!

Everything is "energy"; energy can be manipulated in many interesting ways:  Page 1

"Guy" "Stuart" "Ritchie", "Rocco" "John" "Ritchie", Madonna's husband and son.

'Obama:  "Buchenwald", not "Auschwitz"' (http://firstread.msnbc.msn.com/archive/2008/05/28/1070102.aspx):  Page 1   Page 2

This email I received about Madonna to Motel 6 in the subject line:  Page 1

This email was about "Psi Rigel"; "an argument" between me and Lucifer (Maia) started our downfall:  Page 1   Page 2

This is a sampling of some of the emails I received January - February 2004.  What's funny is that this was four years ago, but they are only making the most sense now, since February 22, 2008; any references to "Guy" can be either Guy "Ritchie" or Guy O'Seary, Madonna's manager, Page 17 has the word "israeli", which refers to Guy O'Seary; Oprah, my cousin on my father's side, publishes the magazine "O", also "chigagoan" on Page 10; Oprah is from "Nashville", my father's side of the family originally comes from "Chattanooga", Tennessee; a member of the Holt family started the "Caterpillar" company; Oprah's best friend is "Gail", spelled Gayle:

Page 1 - El, my true name   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5 - Madonna   Page 6   Page 7

Page 8   Page 9   Page 10 - Laughlin trip Feb. 2008   Page 11   Page 12

Page 13   Page 14   Page 15   Page 16   Page 17   Page 18   Page 19   Page 20   Page 21   Page 22   Page 23

I received this info just this morning, 3/31; http://www.contactmusic.com/news.nsf/article/madonna%20to%20star%20in%20casablanca
%20remake_1064076: 
MADONNA TO STAR IN CASABLANCA REMAKE; (http://www.allaboutmadonna.com/); she wants to play Ingrid "Bergman"'s role, "Czech" "husband" resistance leader, "Ritchie"; remember, I got these emails 4 years ago:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3

"Montenegrin" - Madonna is going to Budva (Montenegro) - http://www.wishmontenegro.com/1.html; MADONNA IN MONTENEGRO:
http://www.visit-montenegro.com/montenegro-madonna.htm.  Montenegrin - in My Book, in the Epilogue, I predicted our deaths on September 15, 2008 because it is the end of the 1,260 days of the two witnesses' testimony; they are killed by the beast; this is a purely Spiritual date.  Madonna will officially be performing at Jez Beach, Budva on September 25th.   Will this killer be a Montenegrin, in Madonna's case?  The scriptures don't make it clear whether we are together or in separate places at that time.  Montenegrin may have a completely innocent meaning as well; it's just a real coincidence about the timing of the concert and her visit there, and her premonition, when she was younger, about dying while in concert:  Page 1

Budva is the great city where "our Lord", meaning Kadmo, which was me, was "crucified", meaning killed as far as being a human was concerned, made into a snake/serpent for a past misdeed: http://www.visit-montenegro.com/cities-budva-h.htm; http://www.bosnian-pyramid.com/forum/viewtopic.php?t=567&start=45 .  Revelation 11:7 - 13 details this situation precisely.  The great city of Budva's inception was around 5 B.C., before the Roman Era.  It was settled by demigods King Kadmo and Queen Harmonia, who were Illyrian, originally from Thebes, Egypt.  Budva (19) Montenegro (47) equals 66.

"Babylon", "combat", "conflict", "coalition"; "Morgan" is my son's girlfriend; "Darrell" is actually my "ex"-husband Darryl, "prosecute shaken" refers to the fact that when I come into power, that will be the absolute first thing that I do, prosecute Darryl for the crime of "shaken baby syndrome", he did this to my first-born child, and she is severely handicapped; up to this point, he has gotten away with this, with no remorse, no trying to do right about her; NO LONGER!  In Babylon (Iraq), they are currently fiercely fighting a "militia"; experts say this is a preliminary to war in Iran (http://www.opednews.com/articles/2/opedne_bhwhite_080328_war_with_iran_may_ha.htm);  a nuclear sub has already been commanded to go to the "Gulf" (http://www.opednews.com/articles/1/opedne_richard__080328_saudi_newspaper_3a__pr.htm); the first time the U.S. used a nuclear weapon was at "Hiroshima", when the Japanese had already surrendered.  Here's an article about the Japanese debating the truth about 9/11 that has the word "Hiroshima" in it (http://www.opednews.com/articles/life_a_david_wa_080403_time_is_short_21__ther.htm).  Now, Russia has rumors circling that the U.S. is going to "bomb" Iran (http://www.lewrockwell.com/blog/lewrw/archives/020247.html?rta); this will lead to the nuclear bombing of New York, in retaliation, by Europe:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9

These are the emails about "Hitler", "Eva" "Braun", and the "Grail":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6

Emails about Hitler, including the word "lebensraum", which means "more living space", his stated reason for invasion, and "demagogue" (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Demagogue); "axis"; "Hegelian":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9    Page 10

These emails tell about me and what I am doing:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5

"Laurence" "John" Fishburne; his wife "Gina" is also here, but I'm exhausted(!):  Page 1  Page 2

Emails about me as "Messiah"; Page 5 mentions "armpit" = Betelgeuse; now, both Rigel and Betelgeuse have been mentioned:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6

This email says "Magog", Bush's Skull and Bones name; "beast", those who support him; he has become a "demogogue" and America has become a "fascist" nation; George W. Bush's "grandfather", "Prescott" Bush, funded the Nazis, he later became Senator from "Connecticut", AFTER it was found out he funded the Nazis; Skull and Bones doctrine is based upon "Hegelian" philosophy:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8    Page 9

Emails about Osiris, Wnty, Egypt, hunter (George Bush), etc.:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9   Page 10   Page 11   Page 12   Page 13   Page 14

"Erich" von Daniken, author of Chariots of the Gods:  Page 1

Email that said I had to go through an "ordinary pathway" to meet Madonna, we have to be introduced to each other by someone; words "goddess", "esoteric", "deity", "clitoris", "actress", "dyke":  Page 1

"Madonna"'s importance to Kabbalah; the Sunday "Mirror" (3/14) published a photo of Madonna (www.liquidfinancing.addr.com/images/Marquesa/sundaymirror_160308_news.jpg), comparing her to Muhammed "Ali"; Madonna goes to the "gym" in her house next door nearly every day:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

Maia/Madonna is on the way to reaching "nirvana"; I read in "Andrew" "Morton"'s book that once, in NY, Madonna's "nightgown" caught on fire; Maia was once "Elisabeth" Bathory, the vampire, nicknamed the "Bloody" Countess; she was born in "Munich"; I ordered a copy of Andrew Morton's book on Madonna from Amazon, but when I got it I found I had made a mistake, I have inadvertently ordered the "audiotape" version of the book:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5    Page 6   Page 7    Page 8

In "astrology", my birth date is in the sign of "Aquarius"; my best friend's email address starts with "i'm" "mushy"; my son's name is "Brian"; in the Book, I had to give Maia my "apology":  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5

5/31 - This was on my homepage:  "Dirty" "Harry" on DVD, "Duffy" in record stores, The "Best" "Game" Ever in print, and more http://www.time.com/time/ Downtime section of the site:  Page 1    Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

References to serpent, basilisk, lizard, and reptilian; our "blood" "linkage"; we are higher up on the "evolutionary" scale than humans; when the fallen angels came to earth, they made mutants of all kinds, these mutants, like dinosaurs, terrorized the "cavemen"; according to the book of Enoch, the women who mated with the fallen angels became "siren"s; the "deluge" cleared the earth of the mutations; the words "mutate", "mutant":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9    Page 10

Reference to the movie "Constantine", which exposed the "Archangel" "Gabriel" (the spirit within George Bush) as the villain; George Bush Sr. is the Archangel "Raphael"; Keanu "Reeves", the star of the movie; Madonna and I have both been "asleep", I am trying to "awaken" her.  What's is funny about this is that I was told this, about which "Archangel"s rebelled, and who they were posing as in this life, before I saw their names in the emails:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5

Madonna and her possible near future marital status; one of Madonna's deepest dance influences is "Martha" "Graham":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3

Kabbalah in code:  21 22 1 LAH; Fullness Messiah One Lori Anne Holt; I mention "Anton" LaVey in the Book:  Page 1

Marquesa is a "Grand" Duchess, prefers to be called "Duchess" informally; "majesty"; I love to "gamble", I will be a "monarch"; we will have our "sovereignty" within France; she is the female "Dauphin", which means French royal heir to the throne:   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5    Page 6

Madonna is a Grand Marquis, prefers to be called "Marquis" informally; I made a formal "apology" in the Book to Maia:  Page 1   Page 2

We both will be "Princess" of Wiltshire, after this is all over; the Grand Duchy of Avignon is an "absolute" "monarchy"; duchess and marquis are "noble" titles; I have "astigmatism"; Avignon, "France" is considered to be the "gothic" capital of "Europe"; in the Book is a picture of the Kabbalah Tree of Life "carve"d into a field in Wiltshire, where Madonna has a home, a very interesting crop drawing:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7

The word, "sanctuary", the song Sanctuary is about me; the song "Isaac" is about us, and telling us what is happening in the Spirit, how I am drawing Maia down from heaven to earth, Malchut, the physical realm, in the form of Madonna; we will experience pure "bliss":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3

"Nymphomania", both me and Madonna, after Madonna reaches Nirvana by blending with Maia, will be nymphomaniacs; one of Madonna's first lesbian experiences was with a girl named Myra, she states this in her documentary, Truth or Dare, filmed during the Blonde Ambition Tour, phrase "beginner Myra"; Maia and I consider "ourselves" to be sexual "connoisseur"s (from the fantasy):   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

Christ Spirit and Maia are "incubi"; "Dizzy" my recent "nickname" for Maia, from our shared fantasy, my nickname is Loco; "Biltmore" hotel I went to for psychic seminar on March 16, 2008 (remember, I got these emails in early 2004!):   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

Madonna's "divorce"; Madonna has always been known as a "provocateur"; but, having said that, she is making the same mistake, the same transgression, now that she did in the Spirit, when she was Lucifer in "heaven", she has become "conservative" (and extremely boring!  I'm yawning, many people are, unfortunately.  We liked Madonna most when she was scaring the hell out of people, making them talk, making them think, challenging people to broaden their minds).  Because heaven is a hedonistic kingdom, "conservatism" is a grave sin; that is why Lucifer and a third of the angels were thrown out of heaven (Rigel). 

Lucifer was the covering "cherub", the "highest" of the angels, over the "cherubim" and "seraphim"; if Madonna and I "meet", she's going to have to "repent", she's much too worried about her "reputation" now.  She didn't have to become conservative just because she became a "parent".  Because Madonna is very "self"-centered, it hasn't occurred to her just how much her previously strong, "feminist" influence was extremely beneficial for all women.  She lets her husband verbally abuse her, belittle her in public.  She has made herself into something she is not; her husband's footstool, or barstool, at least publicly.  It's been really embarrassing to watch; I don't see how she hasn't seen this!  This is a horrible example for young women!  The term sold out doesn't even cover it.  Women are gods, spiritually perfected.  It is not our role to follow, we are to LEAD.  This is what "FEMALE" "EMPOWER"MENT is all about!!!  At the very least, a marriage is an equal partnership; power should be shared; female, empower:  Page 1   Page 2

Madonna should be deeply ashamed of herself; we can see through her deception of herself, which obviously she can't at the present moment.  It's a real sin and a shame that her subconscious, Maia, her spirit, had to come to me for help, to try to get Madonna to see the Light.  Madonna is lying when she says she is continuing to try to subdue and destroy her ego.  She is deeply enjoying her recent acclaim over how good she looks at her age, and her new success with this new album; her spiritual life has taken a backseat to her ego, "greed" is also involved.  When she said recently that it would take $30 million dollars to get her to sing her older songs, that was outright insulting to her fans!  Many of her fans have NEVER seen her perform her older material; yet, she also expressed that she hoped that she had fans from the younger generation.  So, she is too good to perform her older material live for their benefit, like other performers do?!  That wonderful, limiting, ego in action again!!!:   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9   Page 10   Page 11   Page 12   Page 13   Page 14   Page 15

It is 6/1, and I have an extremely good reason to update what I said above.   Maia just kicked me in the head and pointed out something I totally missed.   It appears that my two attempts to reach Madonna by mail to alert her to this site have been successful.  I sent her two letters, one dated March 18th, and the other dated March 31st.  They were not returned, so I have to assume that she received them. 

In the letters, I talked to her about this site; I warned her about the Montenegro reference you read above; and I told her just how much I adored her.   I knew that it might take a little time for the letters to get to her, since she lives in London, and she may have someone screening her mail for her.  Although it is invisible, I have a stat counter on my site; it tells me in detail where people are viewing my site from and how many times they visit.  I can even pinpoint the city, and I can see where they are on a map of the world.

In April, before Madonna's album came out, I received some views from Manhattan, NY, where Madonna lives, and then, a few days later, I received over 20 views from England, particularly from London, where Madonna has her main residence.  Since that time, Madonna has done some very interesting things, which I will chronicle:

1.  She updated her website, www.madonna.com , to reflect her new album; she brought her video collection to her front page; she formerly had 62 videos available, minus her Rain video, now she has 33 - Highest Power and Authority.  The Rain video is now included; Maia had said that Madonna would not put out that video until they were both working in harmony, and when it was close to Madonna actually meeting me in person.  For more detail about why the videos are so significant, please go to page 221 of the Book.  Madonna has placed a live performance video of Paradise (Not For Me) on her front page with the other videos; this song is the first song I speak about in the Epilogue.  I talk about how the song is Lucifer speaking, and bemoaning the rebellion in heaven.  I was very shocked to see this video made available, especially after I had expressed what its meaning was so strongly.  The other videos, including Rain, center around our relationship, the one Maia and I have developed.  Besides adding Rain, she specifically put in four other videos I had described in the Book, including three that had links to words in the emails; one of them is Bad Girl; she made sure to include Human Nature, that wonderful hedonist song and video as well.   You've got to check it out; seeing the choices she made blew my mind!  They were so precisely on target.  Vogue is there because of the codes:  VOGUE - 6 + 7 = 13; 13 + 3 = 16; 16 + 6 = 22; 22 + 5 = 27.  Lori/Sex, Love/Light, Flesh/Physical, Messiah, Grace of God/God equals Madonna/heaven.  Sounds like a party to me!

2.  Madonna was scheduled to perform in Montenegro on September 25th; this is a stadium tour, which is extremely interesting to me.  Normally, Madonna performs indoors whenever possible; this entire tour is outside, where she is rather vulnerable.  I don't want to read too much into that; it just seems that if she were thinking of avoiding any possible assasination attempt, performing outdoors would be the absolute last thing she would be doing.  This makes me so curious!

3.  Madonna's first tour date is August (23) 23rd; of course, Marquesa and Antipas (Madonna as the faithful martyr) each add up to 23.  23 + 23 = 46 - Husband and Wife together.  I just realize something extremely interesting:   Madonna will be playing Wembley Stadium in London on September 11th; there will be a 9-day gap until she plays Stade de France on September 20th.  Then she is going to wait 13 days until she plays E. Rutherford, NJ Izod Center on October 3rd.  These are the two longest waits between shows for the entire itinerary; usually it's only a couple of days.  9, 13 is very significant; 913 is the Hebrew gematria from Genesis, the first word Bereshit, it means 'in the beginning'.  Revelation 9:13 is the biblical introduction to the sixth angel, heralding the start of the Iraq War.

On the side of evil, 9 = death, 13 = beast; on the side of good, 9 = Fruit/Gift of God, 13 = magical life.  On page 301 in the Book, I explain that 9 = Madonna, and 13 = Lori; we are the New Beginning, the New Life.  I am the roots; Madonna is the trunk, branches, leaves, and fruit of the Tree.  We work together to make things happen in the spiritual and physical plane.  Obviously, she got the message.  9 + 13 = 22 - Messiah.   

4.  Madonna did a promotional show in Paris; she was 2 hours late for her show, which is very unusual for her; she gave no explanation to her audience.   She drank from a bottle of champagne as she performed; she passionately french-kissed her female dancer.  She proceeded to only perform for 40 minutes, then she left.  There were questions that she was lip-syncing because it was too perfect.   What was up with her?!  So unusual.

5.  Madonna performed at a festival in Maidstone, England, her first festival like that.  She was late for rehearsals, making the other performers late; she brought 70 people with her, who ate up all of the food prepared for the other performers; she insisted on being flown to the event, only 37 miles away, by helicopter.   When she did her 6-song set, which was being broadcast live on radio and television, and said fuck twice.  I have written exactly what she said a little further down, because it pertains to the fantasy daydream that Maia and I have been sharing.

6.  Madonna had applied for a permit to put in a swimming pool at her estate in Wiltshire; now she is selling the estate.  This is where she keeps her horses and she is a passionate horsewoman, so this is really odd.

7.  Madonna has bought another $ 7 million condo next to hers in Manhattan so she can expand; she bought it under her maiden name.

8.  In the copy of the Book that she would have seen, I wrote her a long letter berating her for going away from the person she once was; I told her she didn't belong with her husband, they obviously are not in love with each other; I told her that she was insulting those poor people in Malawi when she spent a lot of money on her personal pleasure, which always becomes public knowledge, when the people there are in such need.  I called her a hypocrite; she had just spent $ 12 million on the house next door to turn it into a personal gym.  She hadn't given out information about what type of projects she was funding, or how much she was coming out of pocket for this.   You may think that I was being a bit hard about this, but it is wrong to ask her fans to donate to her pet project, as well as do a documentary about the great need there, but not make full disclosure about how much she was giving herself, and what the money is going toward.  She has now done that; she is planning to build all kinds of facilities; and she now is donating tens of millions herself.  To be absolutely truthful, the reason for my anger was because she only gave $286,016 to her Raising Malawi charity in 2007; she was the lowest donator to her own charity.  Here's the codes:   28 - Lucifer, 6 - Flesh/Physical, 16 - Love.  C'mon, who gives a figure like that without a reason?!  She definitely knows the codes.

I want to say here that it was actually Maia that was blowing a gasket; she was so angry with Madonna because she couldn't get through to her conscious mind that she made me get up and vent with the letter, and she made me stop listening to Madonna's CDs immediately, to the point of yelling at me to stop the one I was listening to at the time NOW!  It was weeks before she would let me listen again; then I told her to allow me to take the letter out, that Madonna had  probably seen it by then, so she relented.  Several people from Britain, in and around London,  had also seen the letter in the Book too by the time I took it out, according to the stats.

Madonna was supposed to go to Malawi for the successful closure of her adoption case of her son David; she didn't go.  She asked for the case to be closed without her being present, which they did.  She also stated that she needed to go back there to connect with "her people"; she needed to be deeper involved; Amen.  I had told her that she was acting like "out of sight, out of mind".   I think that she was embarrassed; that is why she didn't want to go without doing something for the people.

9.  Madonna has decided to go to a Michigan film festival on August 2nd to host Michael Moore's sequel to Fahrenheit 9/11; she is also holding the question and answer session for the movie afterwards.  This is the very first time Madonna is openly involving herself in the murky 9/11 issue; I have detailed that 9/11 was an inside job in the Book.

10.  Is this merely a coincidence too?  The release date for Hard Candy was April 29, 2008; 4/11 or 411, the code for information; Hard = 12 - Government of God/Magic, Candy = 14 - Salvation.  12 + 14 = 26 - Husband.  April = 15, 15 + 11 = 26 - Husband.   April 29, 2005 was noted in the first edition of my Book as a very important day; on page 233 it is noted that April 29, 2005 contained the Master Numbers 11, 22, and 33; these numbers are extremely important for Masons; 4 + 29 = 33, 2 + 9 = 11, 4 + 2 + 9 + 2 + 5 = 22.  April 29, 2005 was the 119th day of the year 2005.  In my interpretation of Century 6, Quatrain 66, I state that I am the King (11), and Madonna is the Reb (9), 11/9, the antidote for 9/11.  Because of Leap Year, this year April 29th was the 120th day of the year; 119 + 120 = 239 - Produce Abundant Life, or 23 - Marquesa/Antipas, 9 - Fruit/Gift of God, Madonna (27, 2 + 7 = 9).  Hard Candy came out in the UK on April 28th, the 119th day of the year; adding those two together is proper.  Also, Madonna's personal number, consisting of her name, date, and time of birth is 923.  April 29, 2008:   4 + 29 = 33, 33 + 10 (2008 - 2 + 8) (Highest Power and Authority, Lucifer (28) = 43 - Create Divine Completion, 4 + 3 = 7 - Spiritual Perfection.  April 28 - For Lucifer; April 29 - For Lorianne/Gastineau, my new last name.  Marquesa (23) Gastineau (29) = 52 - God Producing.  April 28, 2008:  4 + 28 = 32 (Lori Holt), 32 (LH) + 10 (Lucifer) = 42 - a definite number of completion.  Madonna (27) Gastineau (29) = 56 - Grace of God in the flesh.

The Confessions CD has this time signature:  12 songs, 56:34; the Hard Candy CD has this one:  12 songs, 56:21.  So there are a total of 24 songs under 56 - Madonna Gastineau; 34 - Divine Completion of creation/world, 21 - Fullness.  24 = Esther; total time for the 2 CDs - 112:55, King Produced/Union, Supreme Court of God.  Confessions (47) On (12) A (1) Dance (18) Floor (27) = For Spiritual Perfection, Magic/Gov't. of God, Unity, Maia (Muse = 18, Maia's number), Madonna; Maia/Madonna magical unity brings nirvana, just as I have been saying; all of those numbers added up equal 105 - Authority, Grace of God.  Hard (14) Candy (12) = Salvation Magic/Gov't. of God; 14 + 12 = 26 - Husband/Female.

April 29, 2008 - 4 + 2 + 9 + 2 + 8 = 25 - Completion; numbers of Madonna's address on Sunset Blvd.:  9425, same as the numbers for computing 22 above, without the repetition of the number 2.  9 + 4 = 13; 13 - Lori, 25 - Completion.   I am going to use the Fibonacci (his name is in the emails) method of addition from physics, which I mention in Chapter 11; 9 + 4 = 13, this is an instance of 913; 9 + 13 = 22 - Messiah/Queen; Madonna's spiritual name is 'Queen' Esther, Ha-Malkah Esther; Esther means 'star' in Persian; star = 10 = Authority = Lucifer (28).  13 (Lori) + 2 = 15 - heaven (27), Madonna = 27; so both of us are represented; 15 + 5 = 20; 11 + 9 = 20; 20 = Lesbian/Free/Mystery/Wife/Matter.  Messiah/Queen = 22, Esther = 24; 22 + 24 = 46 - Husband (26) and Wife (20).  22 + 6 (2 + 4 = 6) = 28 = Lucifer; Lucifer is Queen Esther.  The angels are referred to as the 'stars of God'.

Isaiah 14:12 - 17 (note that Hard (12) Candy (14) has the same numbers):  "How art thou fallen from heaven, O Lucifer, son of the morning! how art thou cut down to the ground, which didst weaken the nations!  For thou hast said in thine heart, I will ascend into heaven, I will exalt my throne above the stars of God: I will sit also upon the mount of the congregation, in the sides of the north: I will ascend above the heights of the clouds; I will be like the most High."  Isaiah 14:12 is the only place in the Bible that says the name 'Lucifer'.  The verses quoted, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17 are Government of God/Magic/Jew, Lori, Salvation, Order/Peace/Rest/heaven, Love/Light, Victory.

The first part of my address when Maia came to me four years ago (I've moved since then):  2169 Sunrise; 21 - Fullness, 69 - what we call 'happy meal' sex; 69 has been a very important number for us to symbolize coming together sexually in the most mutually intimate way.   Now, Madonna lives on Sunset, a property she purchased after Maia and I got together.  Get that:  Sunrise to start, Sunset to end.

What I strongly want to emphasize is that these coincidences, these synchronicities, for the most part, are not always deliberate; they are happening spontaneously in the Spirit.  This also happens to them on the other side.  For example, on March (3) 19, 2003 (another 913), at precisely 9:13 p.m. (I know this because I was waiting on pins and needles to see if my hypotheses about the numbers was correct; I had a pad and paper ready to record the time), Bush announced the start of the Iraq War; Revelation 9:13 announces the start of the Iraq War; 9 = death, 13 = beast.   Specifically, according to the Masons, 9 means death, particularly by beheading; remember there were people beheaded during that time; most notably, the first was Wall Street Journal journalist Daniel Pearl.  Daniel (19) Pearl (19); 19 = Spirit.   19 + 19 = 38; Daniel Pearl was 38 years old when he died; 38 - Divine Completion, New Beginnings; 3 + 8 = 11 - Judgment and Disorder.  He was kidnapped on January (17) 23, 2002 (http://archives.cnn.com/2002/WORLD/asiapcf/south/02/21/missing.reporter/index.html). 17 + 23 = 40 + 4 = 44 - Tribulation, Testing (40) of the World (4).  He was kidnapped in Sind (13) Pakistan (25); 13 - beast, 25 - Completion; 13 + 25 = 38.

As I note on page 310: 

There were 6,123 days from Hitler’s death (April 30, 1945) to my birth (February 3, 1962); 6+1+2+3 = 12 – Government of God, 1+2 = 3 – Divinely Completed; 61 – Flesh One, 23 – Joshua/Marquesa; 61+23 = 84 – New Life, Beginnings Created.  There were 4,856 days from Eva’s death to Madonna’s birthday (August 16, 1958); 4+8+5+6 = 23 – Antipas; 2+3 = 5 – god; 48 – Create New Beginnings, New Life, Tree of Life; 56 – god flesh (Madonna Ritchie equals 48, Madonna is God in the flesh, along with me); 48+56 = 104 – Authority, Law Created.  23 + 23 = 46 – Create Material/Physical; Marquesa (23) and Antipas (23) (Madonna) together.  As the two witnesses of Revelation 11, we have the power to make things happen in the physical world, in order to help people to see the Light, and lead people to Salvation, or damn them by their disbelief.

A few things that I didn't note in the Book:  My birthday, February (27) 3, 1962 is 27 + 3 + 19 + 62 = 111; 111 has some important correlations (http://www.virtuescience.com/111.html); one of them is 111 can be Partitioned 1083 times with each term no larger than 3.  Note the 83:  Hitler shot (19) himself in the right (15) temple (29); 15 + 29 = 44.  Eva Braun died of cyanide at age 33; cyanide = 20, shot = 19; 20 + 19 = 39 - 13 times 3 - Abundant Life.  44 + 39 = 83 - New Beginnings, New Life, Divinely Completed.  10 - Authority, 83.

According to The Bible Wheel (http://www.biblewheel.com/gr/gr_111.asp), the number 111 equals Aleph, the name the Lord God Almighty identifies Himself with; "The fear of the LORD is the beginning of wisdom: a good understanding have all they that do his commandments: his praise endureth for ever." Psalm 111:10. 

The Beginning of Wisdom

Rashith Chokmah

= 111

Rashith (911) is the first noun of the Bible, found prefixed by Beyt in the first word, Berashith (913).  The definition of both words is essentially "in the beginning"; but Rashith is very special; it indicates that "in the beginning" FEMALES WERE THE GODS.   Please go to page 312 to get the details on this.  This is the biggest coverup in history, for sure!

Isaiah 9:6 (note this:  Isaiah numerically is IS (13 - Lori) AIA (111 - Lori) H (5 - God), 9 - Fruit/Gift of God, 6 - Flesh):  "For unto us a child is born, unto us a son is given: and the government shall be upon his shoulder: and his name shall be called Wonderful, Counsellor, The mighty God, The everlasting Father, The Prince of Peace."  Jesus = 888 = 8 x 111; 8 - New Birth, Beginnings, Life, 111 - me.  I'm going to put this into the Book; note the date, 6/2, that I discovered this information.  My birthday, February 3, 1962 - 27 + 3 + 19 + 62 (6/2) = 111; 27 (Madonna), 3 - Divinely Completed, 19 - Spirit/Holt, 62 - Flesh Producing/Union; 6 + 2 = 8 - New Beginnings, Birth, Life.  February 3, 1962:  2 + 3 + 1 + 9 + 6 + 2 = 23 = Marquesa/Joshua/Antipas.  111 + 120 (April 29th was the 120th day of the year 2008, the day Madonna released her new album Hard Candy) = 231 = 23 - Marquesa/Antipas, 1 (One) or 23 - Marquesa and Joshua, 1 (One).  Daniel 2:31 references the stone that destroyed the 'image' (image is in the emails); stone = 24 = Esther = Madonna.

This is how Kabbalah works.  The repetition of numbers casts spells in the Spirit to produce the results that you are willing to happen in the physical world.   Once you set your mind to what you want, the universe brings it to you using the power of your imagination and will.  Now it is 11:33; King Highest Power and Authority.  Kabbalah is not a religion; it is an advanced science technology.   My motto (one of the words in the emails) has always been:  "I believe in everything; therefore everything comes to me."  This motto has never failed me yet!  I've been feeding my precocious (one of the words in the emails) 2 - year old granddaughter cookies:  she just told me that they were magic (12).  C (3) OO (77) KI (21) ES (53):  Divine completion, Master Mystic, Fullness, God Divinely Completed.  Magic (12) Cookies (28):  12 + 28 = 40 - Authority over Creation/World.  Magic Lucifer rules the world.  Everything around you has meaning; you just have to notice and have the knowledge and tools to respond to things.

By the way, I just noticed this:  Madonna's residence, London (31), England (26):  31 + 26 = 57 - M.L.C.  (Recently, Madonna's daughter has also been going by the name Lourdes (30) Ciccone (27) = 57 also.)  Divinely Completed One, Female/Husband equals Madonna; we are coequals.  She chose 9/11 to perform in London, England.  Wembley (26) Stadium (23):  she is doing an all-stadium world tour; they are all 23.  26 + 23 = 49 = All.  Husband (26) Marquesa (23), Female (26) Joshua (23), Husband (26) + Antipas (23).  World (22) tour (19):  Messiah Spirit.  22 + 19 = 41 - Creator One, Vampire.  Sick of me yet?!  This is my life; this is her life also.  It is constant; the numbers are everything; they are the universal language of energy.  That's why when NASA tries to contact life in the galaxy, they use mathematical equations, not words.

All of Madonna's tour dates will have a message:  her first date, August (23) 23 (in a stadium (23), 3 instances of 23; Divine Completion of 23; 23 x 3 = 69; remember that 69, besides being a happy meal is also the yin-yang symbol, eternal life; in Cardiff (27), Wales (18); Madonna (27), Maia is 18, Muse.  When I wrote that angry letter for Maia to Madonna, Maia told her that she was not going to be her Muse anymore; Maia told Madonna that she was going to be desperate (one of the words in the emails) to have her come back again.  An attempt at reconciliation?  They need each other to blend in the physical, to become one and reach nirvana (another word in the emails).  As of June 2nd, Madonna and Maia have indeed blended; Madonna is entirely whole now!  Madonna has reached nirvana!  27 + 18 = 45 - Creator God; 4 + 5 = 9 - Fruit/Gift of God.  The first concert will be held at the Millennium (37) (millennium is one of the words in the emails) Stadium (23):  37 + 23 = 60 - Authority over the physical kingdom.  By the way, the word 'Lord' is LO (37) RD (24); 3 + 7 = 10 - Authority, 2 + 4 = 6 - Flesh/Physical.  This is literally why Christ is Lord, Authority over the flesh; 10 + 6 = 16 - Love, Light; John 3:16, Divine Completion of Love; get it?

10 is also Lucifer, 24 is Esther; Authority Esther.  Lucifer is in authority over everything in heaven; also everything in the flesh/physical realm.   Lucifer is Esther.  Esther - 2 + 4 = 6 - Flesh, Material; Materiel (25) Girl (9) is in the emails.  25 - Completion, 9 - Madonna; 25 + 9 = 34 - Divine completion of world/creation.  Material Girl is one of the videos Madonna specifically chose (another word from the emails) to place on her website.

Materiel (from the French "matériel" for equipment or hardware, related to the word material) is a term used in English to refer to the equipment and supplies in military and commercial supply chain management.

In a military context, materiel relates to the specific needs of a force to complete a specific mission. The term is also often used in a general sense ("men and materiel") to describe the needs of a functioning army (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Materiel).

Sounds like the 'Materiel Girl' is ready to 'kick some ass' like she is dressed to do in her photos for Hard Candy.  While everyone else thinks that she is being light-hearted with all of this, you'll now know that she is deadly serious.   This is very serious spiritual warfare being conducted against other beings in the spirit world who are evil; everything is at stake.  I sincerely hope you can now appreciate what she is trying to do to actually save the world.  I am doing my part by producing this Book.  Any help we can get to publicize this Book would be greatly appreciated!!!  This Book will be the catalyst (another word in the emails) for great change; it will cause people to awaken, and fight for their freedom (another word).   The other side is trying their best to enslave all of us; we have to be revolutionaries; we have to fight back.

Here is an example of how events in the world are influenced by what is happening with us: 

Legendary Bluesman Bo Diddley Dies (http://www.time.com/time/arts/article/0,8599,1811206,00.html):  Bo (27) Diddley (22) Dies (13); Madonna, Messiah, Lori.  27 + 22 = 49, 49 + 13 = 62, 6/2 is today's date, the date he died.  4 913 - For the beginning; he was 79, he was ill (one of the words); Madonna (27) Louise (25) Ciccone (27) = 79.  We don't try to have this effect; it just happens.  It's all about the numbers.

See; just as I was born with the name Lori (13) Anne (16) Holt (19), Sex/Magical Life Love Spirit, Madonna was born with the name Madonna (27) Louise (25) Ciccone (27), Madonna (Mother, which is also 27) Completion Heaven, or Mother.  If you take it literally as Madonna Completion Mother, then you will have to believe she actually was Eve.  Coincidentally, Live to Tell started playing as I wrote this; this song I have pointed out in the Book tells that Madonna is Lucifer and Eve, this is her secret of the song.  Madonna Completion Heaven means that her completion will be to access heaven again; she can now do that, since I have saved Maia.  When Madonna and Maia merge completely, then Madonna can access heaven as Lucifer again.  With a name like Sex/Magical Life Love Spirit, you wonder why I am a hedonist?!  The time:   1:33 p.m - 13 - Lori, 3 - Divinely Completed; 1 (One) 33 - Highest Power and Authority.   Now Maia is playing Forbidden Love for me, LOL!  She is my world; I will never be the same.  Now she is playing Secret, where she says in Fontainebleu (52) lies her secret garden (garden, fountain and blue are in the emails); 52 = 32 - Lori Holt (Sex Spirit), 20 - Lesbian; the Sex book is actually named after me.  Marquesa (23) Gastineau (29) equals 52.  Secret (22) garden (20) = 42 - a definite number of completion; Messiah Lesbian.

Now she is playing La Isla Bonita, which Madonna placed on her website.  Maia plays this when she is really happy!  I am playing the random mode on the computer with 89 Madonna songs available; Maia is playing whatever she wants.  She is reading my mind, of course, since she is in there.  She will play what is appropriate for what we are thinking about.

Maia will replay songs also on my portable CD player; this is not an available function for the machine.  She does it magically.  She also will not play a song if she doesn't want me to hear it right then; she will skip it completely, and the CD will end (another word) without it being played.  Now she is playing Crazy For You; she is so romantic!  When she wants to emphasize something we are thinking about, and I am using the CD player, she will make the song skip; the player has an anti-skip function; I am not moving at the time.  If we are have a sexual encounter, the current song playing will skip crazily while she is climaxing.  Now she is playing Swim, from the Ray of Light album.  The song is about escaping this life's sins and troubles, and swimming to the other shore; washing away all of our sins so we can begin again; she says she is going to carry this train off the track, going to swim to the ocean floor, crash on the other shore; this is our mutual mission.  Very deep; she is Antipas, the faithful martyr.

Now Maia is playing my favorite song, Something to Remember; this song makes me cry so painfully.  If you read the words I provide in the Book, you will see why this song affects me so badly.  "I was not your woman, I was not your friend, but you gave me something to remember, no other man said love yourself, nobody else can.  We weren't meant to be, at least not in this lifetime, but you gave me something to remember, I can still hear you say, love yourself."  I just wanted to show you these examples of how Maia and I interact with each other; we used automatic writing for a short time, until Maia said, "Fool, you are just typing what I am already telling you in your head!  This is just dictation, which we don't need; just trust me; I really am talking to you!"  I had to laugh!  She was right!

Now, at 2:01 p.m., the number 201 symbolizing our deaths, Maia is playing This Used To Be My Playground; this song is associated with the death of Madonna's mother.   She sings about her in the song.  Now Maia is playing Oh, Father; she had a very difficult relationship with her father.  In the documentary about the Blonde Ambition Tour entitled Truth or Dare, Madonna blurts out that her father used to finger-fuck her after her mother's death to get her to shut up, stop crying, and go to sleep.  They have edited that part in the TV version of the movie, but it is there.   Maia told me from the beginning that there was incest; I can't verify that, of course.

Now Maia is playing Little Star from the Ray of Light album; this song is about how much she loves her daughter Lourdes; in the song, she says that Lourdes makes her spirit whole.  See what just happened; three songs in a row; mother, father, child.   This is not a coincidence, completely deliberate.  Can you see just how reliable my communication is with Maia?  And while I am listening to what she is playing, we are talking together too.  This is a full blown marital relationship between me and Maia; we are each other's best friend forever (BFF).  The time:   2:15 - Produce Peace.  See how the time is always correct for everything that is going on as well?  That is my confirmation when we are communicating with each other; now it is 2:16, Produce Love.  Maia is playing Love Tried To Welcome Me; she is playing this for Madonna.  She is so sad for Madonna; this is a song about a woman who couldn't accept the love she was being offered.  The woman is sad and lonely; she is sorrowful and depressed; love tried to welcome me, but my soul drew back; covered in dust and sin, the other verse is guilty of lust and sin; love tried to take me in

Now Maia is playing Nothing Fails from the American Life album; this is a beautiful love song.  She says I'm in love with you, you silly thing; anyone can see.   She says I'm the one; no more fears, no more tears; I washed away her tears.   She says she wants to pray because she feels such love; it is 2:23, Produce Antipas; now 2:24, Produce Esther.  She uses a choir; it is a very spiritual song.   Now she is playing Easy Ride from the same album; 2:26, Produce Husband; 2:27, Produce Madonna.  The song is about Madonna not wanting an easy life, but a life she has to work for; she wants to know everything; she wants to find her place, breathe the air and feel the sun on her childrens' face; she goes round and round, she can see much clearer, touches the ground, comes full circle, then finds her home; she goes round and round just like a circle.  She wants to live forever, not defined by time and space.   Reincarnation; she wants to be immortal

Now Maia is playing Jump from the Confessions album, it is on the website.   We are Jumpers; we will be able to move through time effortlessly soon, when this is all over.  This is why we are having the daydream fantasy about being back in 1975; we are making our plans on what we are going to do and how we are going to live when we get back there.  OK; if I haven't convinced you of how easily Maia and I communicate with each other, then I have failed miserably.  The time:  2:36, Produce Divine Completion of the flesh; this is directed at you, dear reader.  This means you should get it by now; you should be believing by now.  2:37 p.m.; Produce Divine Completion, Spiritual Perfection.

The total time of all the videos on Madonna's website is 167:49; Love, Spiritually Perfected, All.  1 + 6 = 7, so 77 - Master Mystic, 7 x 7 = 49; the word "sevenfold" is in the emails.   Very interesting!  Maia is playing Material Girl, one of the videos on the site; 2:41, Produce Creator One, Vampire.  Now Maia is playing Holiday, her song of celebration.  This means that we will have the victory!!!  Now Maia (she said this is directly Madonna now) is playing Like It Or Not, which is on the website, fourth down on the far right-hand side.  This song is saying if you think she is a sinner or a saint, she doesn't care.  This is the very first time that Madonna herself just intruded into our communion; she said she will be doing this a whole lot more often, now that she knows she can do so.  Time, 2:50, Produce Holy Spirit.  The Holy Spirit facilitates the telepathy between us; it was only a matter of time before Madonna and Maia would merge enough for this to happen!   Madonna is laughing happily right now!  She says this is so cool!!@!@ (That last was automatic writing for "FUCK!")  Now, Madonna is playing Sorry from the Confessions album; this is for her husband Guy!  This song is so insulting it is funny!

As you can see, there has been some abrupt changes in Madonna's thinking recently; it would be very hard for me not to equate this with her having read my Book.   Of course, now she has just invaded my mind herself for the first time; she said of course she read it, it was very hard to read, knowing that she was the subject of the second book.  The letter Maia wrote made her cry bitterly; she is now playing Bye Bye Baby (bye is in the words) for Guy also; this is a serious "kick'em to the curb" song.  I'm very curious to see what else she is going to do in the future.  What you have seen me doing is exactly what I've had to do with Maia; open Madonna's eyes, get her on the correct page, and stop her from being destructive.  In Madonna's case, I had to get her to stop being conservative; she was trying too hard to conform to what she felt people wanted to see from her.  She should go with her normal self, which is confrontational and controversial; anything else is useless.  Her message should be one of strength and power, definitely not spineless, and definitely not being nice all of the time.  How utterly boring!  Welcome Back!  Time - 2:59, Produce Grace of God Madonna; she said that I am God, she is the Grace of God.   She's so sweet; what happens is that when I am typing I will make "errors"; these errors are automatic writing.  The errors I just made were w, which equals 6 - flesh, and ho, which is 57m; she just did that "m" for me.   Time - 3:04, Divine Completion Created.  Madonna is playing Skin, SK (32) IN (15): Lori Holt, Peace; time signature for the song is 6:21 - Flesh, Fullness.  I could do this all day; I'll stop now.  Someone hanging out with me all day would be absolutely amazed, let me tell you!  3:06, Divine Completion of the flesh.  3:07 p.m.

Another update to the Book:  ID for upload session - 2819365:   28, Lucifer; 81, Female Empowerment; 19, Spirit; 93, Fruit/Gift of God Divinely Completed; 36, Divine completion of the flesh; 65, Flesh/Material God (Madonna).
Word Count
Pages:  339 (33 - Highest Power and Authority; 39 - Abundant Life)
Words:  142,300 (14 - Salvation; 42 - definite number of completion; 300 - Shin.   The word 'shin' was in the emails; I am going to give you the correspondences straight from my Tree of Life Excel chart, also referenced in the emails.) 

Path 31 Red - rational impressions of the physical world Shin - 21 Tooth 300 Fire Nothing Fails Last Judgment 4:49 Guardian of Eden reward for honor, favorable ruling, acquittal, proof of innocence, just desserts, impartial decision, elevation of rank or status, restoration, wrong righted


The correspondences for shin are perfect for the occasion; very precise correlations!   This is a little portion of my personal meditation on the Tree of Life; no one has this but me.  It is very powerful because there is a very strong sexual element involved because of my connection to Maia/Madonna; the spiritual energy it invokes is amazingly immense; very powerful magic.  When I'm in the 'zone' (another word in the emails), I am like Jim Carrey's character in the movie Bruce Almighty; I can make all kinds of stuff happen in the physical, even messing with the live 'talking heads' on TV, just like his character could.  It is absolutely hilarious to watch them stuttering, trying not to say what I am trying to get them to say out loud!  All is energy, pure energy, able to be manipulated at will.

Madonna will be my "Rod" of Iron; "Rosetta", referencing the Davenport Stele; "hedonist"; I've stated that Madonna will be "ferocious" when she and Maia merge, when Madonna becomes Lucifer, in the flesh; in the video Frozen, Madonna uses a "dog", "canine", which represents God (me), a Doberman "Pinscher"; in Frozen, Madonna is Maia, singing to me; when Madonna repents, and lets her subconscious, Maia, her spirit, merge with her, then she will be the highest angel again, Lucifer, the light-bearer, she will have her "halo" back.  Lucifer is the God of this world; Madonna will literally rule the world, which has always been her wish.  She will have complete "dominion"; by my side, she will "govern" the world; (that crazy-ass song Impressive "Instant" is playing right now, I JUST LOVE THIS SONG!!!  Madonna is waiting for me, the one whose name she doesn't know!); this is our "destiny":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9   Page 10

Black apostles; bloodsucker; I am like the Nobel Prize winner "John" Forbes "Nash" "Jr.", the subject of the movie "Beautiful" Mind, I "codebreak" :   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7

"Gnostic", they were correct in part; faustus, lutheran, luther, sage:   Page 1   Page 2

According to the book by author Ramona Fradon, "The Gnostic Faustus" (pg. 37), Heidelberg, a center of radical Hermetic Lutheranism in the last half of the sixteenth century, is located in central Germany where the Faust Book first appeared, and just across the border in Prague the eccentric, mystically inclined Emperor Rudolf II reigned.  Along with Heidelberg, his court was a magnet for Hermeticists, cabalists, astrologers, and alchemists who practiced their Art in gloomy dens in the basement of his magnificent castle.  Munich, a Catholic stronghold at the time, is used as a metaphor for an unenlightened state of mind.  Here's the words associated with this; czech, gnostic, faustus, lutheran, emperor, prague, astrology, crystal, clergyman, epicure, alchemy, prussia, milton, munich, conjure, hermes, devil, mineral, libation, metallurgic, corrodible, infernal, german, golden, Johannes, occultation, cherubim, bimetallic, catalyst, italy, symbiosis, bunsen, glow contagious, gryphon (griffin), Helen; Mephistopheles; faustian originate; faust; breath; Pythagoras; hope:   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9   Page 10   Page 11   Page 12   Page 13   Page 14   Page 15   Page 16   Page 17   Page 18   Page 19   Page 20   Page 21   Page 22   Page 23   Page 24   Page 25

The reason why this book is very important is because the Faust Story is the REAL story of me and Maia, and reveals the secret Gnostic teachings of the redemption ("redemptive"), "salvation" story.  We are acting this story out NOW, in real life!  I was led to pick out this book at a Barnes and Noble "bookstore":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3

Ramona (20) Fradon (27); the codes mean "Free" "Madonna"; Ms. Fradon may be the one who is supposed to be introducing us to each other; "comic" refers to Ms. Fradon being a Hall of Fame comic book artist, as well as the fact that I am, indeed, an extremely wry comic:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3

Madonna and I did "jury" "duty" at the "courthouse" within 2 days of each other; "Sarah" "Jennings", the "character" Madonna played in Dangerous "Game"; Sarah "Bernhard" is Madonna's friend:   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6

"Fiendish atmosphere"; "Gauss", measurement of my power as a magnetar (15 Gauss; the sun is only 1 - 4 Gauss), you will see the explanation of the word gauss if you look at the link below my picture taken by "NASA" on the website page; here is an article about what I did with the magnetar on December 27, 2004 (http://www.nasa.gov/vision/universe/watchtheskies/swift_nsu_0205.html), I describe what I did to cause the explosion in the Book; the word "magnetron"; if you look at my picture on the website, next it is a picture of the magnetar, the name for it is SGR 1806-20, using the codes:  Divine completion, Lori Holt, Christ in the flesh, Lesbian/Free; Madonna is an "inductee", "honoree", "inductance" (March 10, 2008); a magnetar is a tremendously strong "magnet"; "Lesbian", "free":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9

Madonna was "John", my beloved disciple; I met "Christina" at a psychic seminar on March 16, 2008, there are three references to Christina total:   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3  

Marquesa is a "megalomaniac"; so was Hitler (http://www.time.com/time/arts/article/0,8599,1725102,00.html):   Page 1

Marquesa is "omniscient" (all-knowing); I presently live on "Fredericks" "Avenue":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3    Page 4

"Inseminate"; "Mary" inseminated with DNA from El and Joseph; Joshua came from "Galilee":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3

"Amy"; I met her at the psychic seminar at the Biltmore Hotel on 3/16/08:   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 50

Marquesa is an "heiress"; As Christ, I am the "heir" to a "kingdom", "inherit":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

The Spirits of Joshua and Maia are "incubi", "incubus"; Maia acts as a "genie" who is "guiding" me, "genii"; "indwell"; also, Christina Aguilara sang Genie in a "Bottle":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6    Page 7

"Protectorate"; the new Grand Duchy of Avignon, which will be the former Provencal region of France, is a Protectorate State; Royal "Lineage", "bloodline", "royalty"; these were from the very detailed "fantasy" Maia and I shared, a year and a half long "daydream":   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6

Marquesa is the "Buddha"; "bodhisattva" means Wisdom-being (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bodhisattva):   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

"Hinduism", "hindu", "ganges":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

Marquesa is Allah; "newfound hedonist"; "annulled", as in all marriages; breathtaking merrymake; permissable; salvation; crucify; mastermind; anywhere; baptism; admonition; mohammedan; muslim; islam; shari (shari'a - http://atheism.about.com/library/glossary/islam/bldef_sharia.htm):   Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

The words "catholic", "fatima", "cloister", "confession", "benedictine", "rosary", "absolution"; a prominent Muslim just converted to "Catholicism" in "Italy" (http://www.time.com/time/world/article/0,8599,1725066,00.html):  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8   Page 9

"Confucianism", "Confucius":  Page 1   Page 2

"Christian" "deity"; "Barbara" "Peterson", the author of the article about the fallacy of being born-again, on the email, I mistakenly wrote her last name was Thompson on the email instead of Peterson in my description; "Inconvenient" Truth was the "Al" Gore documentary on global warming; the word "god":  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4    Page 5

"Chautauqua" (http://www.townhall.com/columnists/SuzanneFields/2007/12/27/huckabee_on_the_
chautauqua&Comments=true):  Page 1   Page 2

Anonymous emails; these are more of them, from early 2004; Page 3 - Madonna was a "cheerleader", my family (Holt side) came here on the "Mayflower" (the Mayflower was also a slave ship), my granddaughter Tendai's paternal family also came here on the Mayflower; "hiram" refers to me as Hiram Abiff, the master craftsman from Tyre who built Solomon's Temple (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hiram_I):  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4   Page 5   Page 6   Page 7   Page 8

These emails were in my "negative" file; I've looked at them, and they pertain to now as well.  I was King David; "Goliath"; we were "Josef" Mengele; I was Nostradamus; I am called "apostolic holt" (Holt is my given last name), I came up in the "Apostolic" church; I was Abraham; Maia is my "coauthor"; the Son of man put in the "sickle" to reap the earth (Revelation 14:14 - 20), the word "mystic"; "bundestag" (not circled in Page 8).  The name "David" also covers Madonna's adopted son, David; the words "adopt", "adoption", "orphan".  All of her immediate family members' names, as well as many of mine, are included in these emails.  Madonna has 16 guitars, the word "guitar", she has "hazel" eyes; the first electric guitar was "Fenton"; on "Ancestry".com, the earliest relative I could find was "Gerry" "Holt":

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The name Antipas is an "anagram", Antipas is the faithful "martyr" from Revelation 2:13; "martrydom".  Madonna is Antipas; Ap is a pronoun which means first, the other letters form the word saint, Antipas is the first saint, the bride of Christ; a "seraglio" is the housing for the harem, which we both will indulge in; Maia has been having me play the album True "Blue" a lot lately, she uses that particular album to express her deep love for me:  Page 1   Page 2   Page 3   Page 4

The number of songs and the time signature of “True Blue” are 11 songs, time signature 52:36; 11 is “King, Ruler”, 52 is Marquesa Gastineau, and 36 is Divine Completion of the flesh.  Maia always wanted me to play the album when she wanted to express her love for me; now I know why!  The album is expressly done for me.  This album is proof of my assertion that I represent the Spirit, the masculine energy of the universe, and Madonna represents the Material/Physical/Flesh, the feminine energy of the universe.

I have been every man Madonna has ever loved in her life, whether they treated her well or not.  Madonna has been every woman I have ever loved; I’m so blessed that they have all treated me very well.  The song “True Blue” was written for Madonna’s then-husband, Sean Penn.  The time signature for the song is, appropriately, 4:16, For Love; if you weren’t convinced that the time signatures are really generated by the Spirit, now you should be.  True (17) Blue (16) means Lori Love; “Lori” means “victory”, number 17 of the codes; 16 means love.  Madonna repeats “true love” over and over again; literally she is saying “Lori Love” over and over again!  The True Blue single was released on September 29, 1986 (http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/True_Blue_(song) ); September’s code, 38, means Divine Completion, New Beginning, New Life; 29 is Gastineau, and is also Lorianne; I have gone by this combination of my first and middle name often.  19 is Spirit; Spirit = 19 = Holt.  86 means New Beginnings, New Life in the flesh.  The number 38 is also “Los (13) Angeles (25); 13 is Lori, and also Sex; 25 is Completion.  Maia has long told me since the beginning of our relationship that when she and Madonna merged and became one, we would get together in Los Angeles and meet each other in the physical to become complete, to consummate our relationship.  When we do so, we will fully assume our spiritual new identities as Marquesa and Madonna Gastineau.  That is why the time signature for the album True Blue is 52:36; True (17) Blue (16) equals 33 – Highest Power and Authority.

Madonna and I have always been married; we have just been estranged.   Me, the Spirit, the Light, was separated from Madonna, the Material/Physical, the Vessel, at the moment of the Big Bang; the Big Bang created the universe we see now.  The two have been apart and in need of reconciliation ever since.  In heaven, I was Joshua (23), Madonna was Lucifer (10); we were married and together there, on that plane.  23 + 10 equals 33 – Highest Power and Authority.

When we come together physically, we will become 55 - Supreme Court of God, in the flesh.  We will have our full spiritual abilities then; we will become 56, God in the flesh.   Madonna Gastineau equals 56; presently she is now going by her maiden name, Madonna L. Ciccone, which equals 57; 57 is Grace of God Spiritually Perfected.  If you hear Madonna start singing the song "True Blue" again, then you will know that she is singing the song to expressly acknowledge her deep love for me.  Madonna will put "True Blue" on her last greatest hits collection with Warner Bros.  She just said to me "remember that you heard it here first!"  Madonna and I are telepathic; as of June 2nd we've been above to talk freely with each other because of the magical merging of her and Maia.

Marquesa, as Hitler, drew the characters Bashful and Doc from Disney's 1937 film "Snow White and the Seven Dwarves", and Pinocchio from the 1940 version of the film (http://www.4to40.com/newsat4/index.asp?id=1428; http://www.telegraph.co.uk/news/main.jhtml?xml=/news/2008/02/23/whitler123.xml).  If you'll do the Codes: "Bashful" - BA (21) SH (35) FU (86) L (3); Fullness, Divine completion, God, New Beginnings, New Life, Flesh, Divine completion; Bashful adds up to 28 - Lucifer.  Doc - D (4) OC (73); For Spiritual perfection, Divine completion.  The year 1937 - 19 - Spirit, 37 - Divine completion, Spiritual perfection.

Pinocchio - PI (81) NO (57) CC (33) HI (51) O (7); Female Empowerment, God Spiritually Perfected, Highest Power and Authority, Resurrection, Holy One, Spiritually Perfected.  The year 1940 - 19 - Spirit, 40 - Authority over Creation/World.  Pinocchio adds up to 40; "Disneyland":  Page 1  </